And by the way, I added my 3d homeworks and projects that I did here in Peptropolis under Projects.

Thanks.

I’m really excited because I added new anime songs in my ipod, it’s been a year since I last updated the songs in Edward [my ipod's name]. Well, most of my stuffs are named Edward. hahaha.. If I were to have a son, Edward will definitely be his name. Well, that would be years from now anyway. Back to school, both of my 3d Animation and Traditional 2d class have the same lesson last week; Bouncing Ball Animation.! It was definitely fun with 3d, but it’s a bit confusing with Traditional 2d. When I finished both my homework, I will put it in a video and post it in my blogs By the way, I was accepted to adopt the fanlisting for May Chang, the cute girl from FMA, and the relationship fanlisting for Tsuna and Reborn. Nuriko and Major General Armstrong are currently in adoption as well. I am still thinking about if I am going to apply or not because there are 2 more fanlistings that are tempting me. I am not sure to apply yet because I am pretty busy right now.

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mood: haggard and pissed
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Two weeks ago, I saw this really cute guy at work [it's the first time I saw a really really cute guy who looks like a prince.!! >.< squee.! He is asian, but I don't know which specifically.], he doesn’t work there by the way, and I don’t usually notice guys. If I am checking out or looking at one guy or more, it means I am studying his body movements and his clothes as a reference with my drawing. Anyway, so when I went back home, I told my mom I saw a really cute guy, first time I saw one after I broke up with my ex, 2 years ago. My mom’s reaction was really weird because she told me “OMG, really?? I’m glad to hear that because it’s been a long time since I heard you having a crush. I thought you were not normal already.” I laughed so hard after my mom said this, I guess it’s weird having no crush or anything, but well, maybe I was still hoping to get back with my ex boyfriend last year, errm… but he changed so bad! He is a different person now. Put that aside, I actually noticed the cute guy because I saw him looking at me. You now that feeling right, if someone is looking at you, you can feel it. I doupt that he likes me though.

Usually if I have a crush, my crush doesn’t really like me like me. Some falls for me, when I am already interested with another guy. Err.. weird eh? My first boyfriend was a high school classmate and a great friend, but we broke up after 1 1/2 years. It wasn’t a good break up though, and my family and mom hates him a lot. My second boyfriend was a college classmate. When I first met him, I really hate him.. He was too snobbish and way too conceited, and I want to kick his face. Whenever I realize that he is looking at me, he will give me this annoying glare. I actually confronted him and told him he annoys me.

“There is a line thread between love and hate.”

Anyway, when we texted each other for the first time, I realize that he was pretty nice and cute. Actually I wasn’t suppose to take the second semester of my first year in college because my mom and I are migrating to another country. But it was pospone for a while, and my mom enrolled me again. Then we became classmates, but almost everyone in my class knows that I am leaving, but he still courted me and he even asked my parent’s approval first before he really asked me to be his. My mom and family likes him a lot for what he did. I love old fashion guys that’s why I have fallen for him for such a short period of time. But now he changed really, attitude and everything. Since then, I never liked someone again, and decided to go for my dream instead. But my mom is asking me to have a boyfriend already. It’s really weird.

I would like to share a background story about my grandpa and how he manage to be the protector of the “Melo” family. My grandpa married and had 6 sons. My father is the second oldest son. To be able to give his family a better life; my grandpa went to another country to work for years. He saved all his salary, and when he went back to our hometown, he bought a house. I think, this is what I admire about my grandpa. He was loyal to his wife until death, and he had protected and loved his family. I am actually the oldest grandchild of my grandparents, and most of my childhood was spent with their care. In the case of my dear papa, what I remember most about him was his dancing and singing. He usually wears shorts at home showing off his big tummy. He feeds me with rice poured with coffee and fried egg in the morning. My father lived his life to the fullest, and I know that he had managed to fulfill his dream.

Right now, I do not know how to comfort my dear uncles from their loss. I know how it feels to lose a father, and I would really want to comfort them, but I still don’t know what to say. I pray for my grandpa’s soul and ofcourse my papa, and my grandpa [my mama's father] too. They are my family, and I wouldn’t be here right now without them. Please pray for their souls.

Probably you are asking right now if I have a boyfriend to have as a model, I am actually single. It’s been a long time since I was in a relationship. I have been centralizing with my goals and hobbies right now. Some of the people I know usually tells me that I must have been putting a wall around me, well I guess it is true. Nowadays I have been meeting some cute guys, but I have no interest yet. Maybe that’s what happened when you are 20 years old and when you really want to achieve your goal. :3