Hi everyone! It’s been a while since I last posted something here I guess. Anyway, let’s talk about love~ This might be the first time me talking about love.. First, I am too lazy and tired to draw something for this post, so I decided to make a heart vector instead. This subject actually bugs me right now. At my part time job a while ago, I was talking with my co-worker about boyfriends and stuffs. I told her I already had 2 boyfriends in my entire life, [I'm loyal and totally not a flirt and I am picky as well] and then she asked me if I want to have a boyfriend right now? It made me think for a while and I remember my mom freaking out 2 weeks ago.. Here’s the reason.

Two weeks ago, I saw this really cute guy at work [it's the first time I saw a really really cute guy who looks like a prince.!! >.< squee.! He is asian, but I don't know which specifically.], he doesn’t work there by the way, and I don’t usually notice guys. If I am checking out or looking at one guy or more, it means I am studying his body movements and his clothes as a reference with my drawing. Anyway, so when I went back home, I told my mom I saw a really cute guy, first time I saw one after I broke up with my ex, 2 years ago. My mom’s reaction was really weird because she told me “OMG, really?? I’m glad to hear that because it’s been a long time since I heard you having a crush. I thought you were not normal already.” I laughed so hard after my mom said this, I guess it’s weird having no crush or anything, but well, maybe I was still hoping to get back with my ex boyfriend last year, errm… but he changed so bad! He is a different person now. Put that aside, I actually noticed the cute guy because I saw him looking at me. You now that feeling right, if someone is looking at you, you can feel it. I doupt that he likes me though.

Usually if I have a crush, my crush doesn’t really like me like me. Some falls for me, when I am already interested with another guy. Err.. weird eh? My first boyfriend was a high school classmate and a great friend, but we broke up after 1 1/2 years. It wasn’t a good break up though, and my family and mom hates him a lot. My second boyfriend was a college classmate. When I first met him, I really hate him.. He was too snobbish and way too conceited, and I want to kick his face. Whenever I realize that he is looking at me, he will give me this annoying glare. I actually confronted him and told him he annoys me.

“There is a line thread between love and hate.”

Anyway, when we texted each other for the first time, I realize that he was pretty nice and cute. Actually I wasn’t suppose to take the second semester of my first year in college because my mom and I are migrating to another country. But it was pospone for a while, and my mom enrolled me again. Then we became classmates, but almost everyone in my class knows that I am leaving, but he still courted me and he even asked my parent’s approval first before he really asked me to be his. My mom and family likes him a lot for what he did. I love old fashion guys that’s why I have fallen for him for such a short period of time. But now he changed really, attitude and everything. Since then, I never liked someone again, and decided to go for my dream instead. But my mom is asking me to have a boyfriend already. It’s really weird.